Is there anybody reading this?

Hi Ida. As far as I know you are the only one reading this. Oh wait, if your name isn't Ida, would you please comment and let me know that you are kicking around? I'm so curious if you are out there. And if you ARE Ida, you can keep commenting too! :)

Tonight I feel a little bit sad, because Ed has gone to California. I feel bad because this is probably one of the happiest days he has had all year and here I am moping around feeling sad (for myself, purely selfish, ugh) because (a) I am not on vacation anymore, (b) he is leaving and (c) I feel pathetic for being sad about it.... it's only 11 days or something. So, I guess I should take the opportunity to dance around in my underpants or something, or plan on taking up the whole bed and sleeping snow-angel style. How did this happen?