It's hard growing up...

When you realize that in five days you are getting your wisdom teeth pulled, and you have always had a phobia of dentists and doctors in general - they make you cry - you have never had surgery and you wonder if it's socially acceptable to bring your childhood stuffed pig with you. Then you realize you don't have enough money to drop $1500 up front and you have to and you have to figure out a way to make this work. I'm not ready for this. I don't WANT to be ready for this.